A Small Patch of Sun

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Do you see that tiny patch of sunshine? That’s where I’m sitting. On the floor, with the warm sun on my back. Paw Patrol is on the television and I’m digging into Psalm 34.

It’s been a hard week. One of those “Really? All of this in one week?” kind of weeks. I’ve had to say hard, grown-up words to my children. Words they should be too young to hear, but society challenges me, no – forces me to speak them. To have conversations with them. To speak truth over them.

It’s also going to snow this weekend. The weather is very trivial compared to everything else this week, but I have been cold since October and I’m ready to be warm again. This is why I’m sitting on the floor in the sunshine. Maybe I can soak in enough to make it to next Wednesday, when the sun will reappear.

Psalm 34 says:

“I sought the Lord, and he answered me and rescued me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant with joy; their faces will never be ashamed.” v.4-5


“The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous, and his ears are open to their cry for help.” v.15

This is the simple truth that I need this week. God sees me. In those hard conversations and situations, where I feel completely lost, God sees me. He knows right where I am. He is always with me. This sweet, sweet promise is one I hold on to tight. Even more so in weeks likes this one.

Maybe you are in a hard season. Or a hard week. Or a hard moment. God sees you.

Maybe you’ve had to have hard conversations. With a spouse. With children. With a co-worker. With a friend. God sees you.

Maybe you are still stuck in winter and are praying for spring. God sees you.

Even with our situations seem dark, and make God harder to see, his sovereignty, his power, will hold you and sustain you. No matter how loud your day is. God hears you.

Look past the dark. Look through the noise. Walk toward His presence. His love. His promises.

Go and sit in that small, warm patch of sunshine, and soak it in!


Your Dream Is Too Big

Don_t let anyone tell you that your dream is too big!

My daughter was told that her dream was too big. That she couldn’t claim it for herself. It wasn’t a fact. It wasn’t a plan. It wasn’t a decision. It was just a dream, a wish that won’t come true.

You see, my daughter has big, bold and beautiful dreams. All of our children do. Our family dreams and sets goals. We make plans and take the steps to make those dreams a reality. We speak our dreams out loud. We pray about them. We claim them.

No one is allowed to tell us our dreams are too big.

God has created us to dream. To create. To love. His dreams for us are even bigger than our own. Beyond our wildest imagination. Go and be bigger!

You don’t need permission to dream.

Maybe you have forgotten the dreams of your childhood. Or the ambitious dreams of your teenage years. As an adult, revisit those dreams. Make new dreams, write them down and then work for them. Dream again!

Your dreams are worth dreaming!

My strong, smart, beautiful and determined daughter turned around and told them they were wrong. She told them her dream was going to happen because she has a plan. She has a checklist of steps that she is taking so that she is ready to conquer that dream. It’s practical, and wishful, and achievable and perfect. And I know that she will make it happen!

Go claim your dreams!

February Book Love

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I’m digging into lots of new books this month, including three book launches (one on my kindle), and continuing through my 100 day devotional. I’m already creating a list of books for March! You can follow all of the book I am reading at Liz Smith on Goodreads


A Midwife in Amish County by Kim Woodward Osterholtzer

I received this advanced reader copy on my Kindle from the publisher and am on the launch team for this book. Kim has been a midwife for over 25 years, and her passion and calling are clear through the reading of her stories. Kim details her own personal struggles and doubts in her calling to be a midwife, and to pass along her knowlege to the next generation. The book is a journey into the Amish life and all of the beauty and struggle that is a part of it. A Midwife in Amish Country will be released on April 30, 2018.


100 Days to Brave by Annie F Downs

I am currently on day 44 of this 100 day devotional. I am really enjoying the short but very applicable devotionals and how they fit very well into my Year of Becoming. You can read more about this devotional in January Book Love and about my one word year One Word: Become.


Believe Boldly by Erica Willis

I just received this advanced reader copy from the publisher, but have been reading parts dititally. Believe Boldly is all about embracing God’s power through bold prayer. Erica Willis talks about her doubting heart, God’s perfect truth and a spiritual launching pad. She encourages everyone to believe boldly. This book releases on February 20, 2018.


Friend of Sinners by Rich Wilkerson Jr.

This book launch just starterd and I recieved this advanced reader copy from the publisher just a few days ago. This book, which releases on March 13, 2018, focuses on the relationships that Jesus created while on earth. People that needed a relationship with Jesus while they were still sinners.


Braving the Wilderness by Brene Brown

I am half-way through this book and find it so facinating. Brown is a research professor at the University of Houston. In Braving the Wilderness, Brown digs into what true beloning is and how if we practice true belonging, we are required to be vulnerable, uncomfortable and “learn how to be with people without sacrificing who we are and what we value.” I find this book is so important for the current times we are in. It is challenging and inspiriting to me as a mother, a friend, a leader in the church and a writer. I have not read anything else by Brene Brown, but am adding some of her other books to my reading list.


The Great Alone by Kristin Hannah

Kristin Hannah is one of my favorite fiction authors. Her stories always bring me deep into the characters relationship and awlays leave me wanting for more of the story. The Great Alone is her newist book that was just released on February 6, 2018. This novel takes a family on a journey to Alaska following the Vietnam War which leads to struggle, darkness, human fraility and untimatly resilience. I am very excited to dig into this book and get lost in Alaska.